Merry Christmas Eve!!!!haha

so as we all know, it's Christmas Eve Day and we are all excited for tomorrow and when I say merry Christmas, I'm not just saying it to all you Christians but all of you folks out yonder. I don't care what religion you are (and I'm not trying to be mean) but I'm atheist and I just believe that merry Christmas is means have a good time with family and friends, give and receive, and above all...BE MERRY!!!!!!!!!!

moving on - I've been sick for the past 3 weeks...I'm mean I'm still sick, not as bad but still, and I only made it to 3 days of school this whole month. so needless to say, this has been a very long, crappy, boring December. My brother's on again off again girlfriend is coming home tonight to spend Christmas Eve with us and then they are driving back to Mil-town tonight and spending Christmas morning with her family then driving back to spend the rest of the day with our family then she is driving back to her house the day after Christmas. Truthfully, I think they are crazy people. Purely crazy...I mean my brother is just weird but they are both crazy. but that is really all I have to say on that subject

Presents - I really out did myself this year. I actually went Christmas shopping. I hate shopping but I went out and got something for everyone...ok a got a crap load of stuff for my parents (which is odd because I don't like them) and they are going to be happy when they open their gifts...I love seeing people's faces when they open presents so I'm super excited. and one of their presents (my mom's) ties into the next paragraph and my plan...muahahahaha

Christmas trees - now I for one HATE artificial trees which is odd because I hate cutting don trees and I realize some families don't really have a choice and they have to get an artificial tree but the point is, I hate them vehemently (look that up if you don't know what it means). and then my dad has always said the same thing but last year he turned on me. I'm disgusted to say the least. He was the one person I thought I wouldn't have to worry about but here I am with a dad who won't go and get a real tree. So since he won't get a real one and I refuse to allow an artificial tree in our house, we don't have a tree. I'm not any happier about that but I have a plan...I'm still not getting a real tree out of the deal but it is not one of those stupid things designed to look like the real thing. oh well I'll work it out.

The truth is hiding in your eyes
And its hanging on your tongue
Just boiling in my blood,
But you think that I can't see
What kind of man that you are
If you're a man at all

MY story - well lately I've been having these super weird (I don't mean I'm getting abducted by aliens) dreams and they have fit amazingly well into the story I'm writing so that is actually moving farther along than I thought it would. I'm actually excited about it and I haven't been sleeping all that much because I'll stay up writing and then when I'm doing homework/watching TV/being on the computer/writing this blog, all I want to do is go write my story instead but if all I do is write that then I will for certain get bored and I really like this story and I don't want that to happen. either way, I'm not expecting it to get published, I'm just writing it for my benefit. That may sound weird but I know I'll feel better (or I think I will) if I get this alternate life out of my head and onto paper. sure the story is not written exactly like it plays out in my head (stories can only be so graphic) but it's still going to be out of my head. and I've been reading some fan fics lately and it's been weird and a few pages into the story it feels like mine is one because I talk about this band that I like for a paragraph but it has nothing to do with the band really. It's more about the fact that I have a pet hawk that I named after a band member and no Falcon, I didn't name it Josh though I am writing in first person for the first time (which might I as is soooo super duper weird but I don't know) and my name is Arial in this story too (I just have a thing for that name and if I ever have a daughter, I'll probably name her Arial) and there are actually names used from members of my favorite band- .......ok wow that is where I stop. I've told WAAAAAAAAAY too much...moving right along now

Well, I will figure this one out
On my own
I'm screaming "I love you so"
On my own
My thoughts you can't decode

OUR story - I'm trying to get over my odd need to write my story so I can continue to proof our story which is really difficult to do because proofing is oh so boring (I'd rather have to sit through a precalc lesson after being gone for 3 weeks than edit). So I'm doing what I can. and this may very well be the shortest paragraph...which is sad considering the topic but apparently my brother's girlfriend is about to drive her and I have to make 20 million (seriously) of her favorite cookies before she gets here and I really want to go take a shower first because I had to wake up at like 6 and shovel.

The Revue -oh and the song of the day (I didn't want to have to repeat artists especially 2 posts in a row) is mainly because I love it and I need to memorize it because I'm playing guitar for it for our talent show (I'm scared out of my mind) with 4 of my friends and they are all counting on me and the beginning is me playing a lot before the rest of the band starts playing and they may have to blind fold me so I don't see all the people and I'm thinking if I can memorize how to play the song, I won't forget everything if I do see people. oh and guess what I haven't really been playing guitar very long but I'm playing the main part and Erik is playing the chord part and I told him he could play the solo (I hadn't looked at the music yet) and now that I've played the solo, I realize that it is SO easy...it just sounds a little hard...and now I'm not playing it but I suck at chords so maybe I can talk him into letting me play it but I know he wants my part and he's pissed that he can't play it (he's been playing for years but my friend who is singing it wanted me to play the main part and if I didn't she wasn't going to do the band thing) so he keeps asking me if I can play certain parts and I keep on saying "yeah, it's really not that hard" and then he looks kinda pissed because he knows (and I know) that he is better than me but I don't care it's an easy song so I'm playing it. ok I think I got most of this Revue stuff off my chest..either way, here is the song...listen, love, enjoy ;) Much Love - Peace Out

Song of the Day: Decode - Paramore

-Arial

Yeah Snow!...Not!

Okay...so...we got a ton of snow today...kinda. But that's besides the point...of course we got out of school early right? Wrong! I guess the roads weren't bad enough for us to be able to get out of school so while everyone else around us got out. We had to stay in school. Complete Bull! Okay well besides that I also got close to a ton of homework and I need to make a gingerbread house for a contest. The house has to be at the contest by tomorrow...and guess what. You guessed it...my house isn't anywhere near being done. So...a late night for me! Oh and Arial's been sick for the past....um...three day? Something like that...she'll prolly be sick tomorrow. I had called her last night to see how she was feeling and from the description she was giving me it reminded me of Bella in the second Twilight book after...well I'm not gonna give it away for those of you who havn't read it...but of course who hasn't read the freakin' book yet? It's spread through our school like wildfire. *eye roll* It's kinda dumb, but of course everyone's calling me weird cause I only like the first book. And yes...before you ask I did read the whole entire series...except for the one on the internet...cause I just don't have time to read that one. Well...I should prolly do my homework now. ttul!

-Falcon

Turkey Day

Okay...so Arial hasn't read the blog yet. That can be a good thing or a bad thing. HA HA ARIAL JOES HERE IN WISCONSIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I SAW HIM IN BIO TUESDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Okay I'm done.
So today is Turkey Day, and when I saw Turkey I don't mean the country...try Thanksgiving. Yeah! Food! Okay...yeah...so today is the day we celbrate the pilgrims landing on plymouth and the indians and the whole speal right? Right!
Well technically for me...it's extreamly painful. When my family gets together we're just thankful to survive the family gathering. Hopefully I'll survive this one. Well besides that point there's all the food! Hopefully they have good dishes this year. And...WHITE MEAT ALL THE WAY! WHOOOOO! okay...I'm good...waiting for West to come online...do dit do. Okay we'll I gotta go and bake stuff. ttul

-Falcon

What?!

Okay so just a few comments on Arials blog before I go into my own rambling...No idea what the heck she was talking about for those of you that don't know what APUSH is it's A.P. U.S. History. That was alot of abriviations. Okay for those of you that didn't get those the full name ist Adavanced Placement United States History. I also hope Arial has time to hangout with her brother over break.
Okay so...Arial may kill West and me for this but combined West and I have over a hundred pages of inserts for the second book. We were getting bored and I can only proof at home so...I needed something to do in study hall. West started a day after me...he he he. Ok now if I don't blog again before Christmas that'll mean that...Falcon is no more and Arial will be running the blog from then on. Well then enough about the gloomy stuff...I have aTON of homework to do so...I'll leave you to think on what I said...whatever it is I did say. TTUL

-Falcon

The 22nd of November

pretty insignificant date right? WRONG!!! How could any day of the year be unimportant? People die everyday. No matter what they did in their lives, they all deserved to be remembered. So now and everyday, take a moment of silence for those who have passed into the abyss.

Just talk yourself up
And tear yourself down
You've hit your one wall
Now find a way around
Well what's the problem?
You've got a lot of nerve

Now on to another topic for today. Twilight. Sure you've heard of it. Sure you've read it. Sure you might have even seen the movie. In my opinion, the movie - I saw it last night - kinda sucked. All the actors did an amazing job (even though I kinda have a prejudice against someone who makes a living on by being a liar...don't read into it) but that isn't why I didn't think it was that good. Sure movies don't usually follow the book all that well, but this movie was definitely for the readers of the series. If you had not read it, you wouldn't have understood a load of things including facial expressions. Then other parts of the book could have easily been added but instead, parts that didn't exist, appeared in the movie. For instance the Cullens making a meal for Bella. Sure it was funny and showed that they don't eat but other alternatives were available. Like the fact that Bella always makes food for Charlie but didn't even begin to in the movie. oh well the movie was still pretty decent and I'm not a critic (even though I don't hold them in high standing either). So, that's all I'm going to say on the subject. that's it. Falcon, don't even think of bring it up...please.

I'm not so naive
My sorry eyes can see
The way you fight shy
Of almost everything
Well, if you give up
You'll get what you deserve

Next on the agenda is my random rambling but I don't really have much else to say cause my mood from my last bulletin is still prevailing. but what else is there to do when....ok not going there. My brother is coming home next Wednesday or possibly Tuesday now depending on when I have a chance to pick him up. either way, I'm excited for him to come home. And, since next week is break, I'll probably being doing APUSH homework and if not I'll be hanging with my brother or proofing the story that is consuming my life.

So what did you think I would say?
No you can't run away, no you can't run away
So what did you think I would say?
No you can't run away, no you can't run away
You wouldn't

ok not entirely consuming since I'm actually working on a side project right now. Falcon please don't tell anyone and I mean anyone about this. I realize you really don't know but not a word. It's just a side project and who knows, I might get bored with it...maybe.

I never wanted to say this
You never wanted to stay
I put my faith in you, so much faith
And then you just threw it away
You threw it away

Well I'm sure everyone has plenty to think of now. And apologies for all the song quotes but I couldn't pick one and they all work with the topics and/or my mood for today. So, have an eventfully/uneventful/boring/fun/happy/bad/good/terrible/wonderful/etc day. pick your poison.

Song of the Day: For a Pessimist, I'm Pretty Optimistic - Paramore

-Arial

Okay

Sorry I havn't been better at this...I was gonna blog after Halloween and you see...i havn't really done that. And then I was gonna blog before Thanksgiving. Well at least I'm doing one of those. Schools just been so busy. Plus I don't go on the internet unless I have to. Idk why I've been doing that I just have been. Well Halloween sucked...I had to work ALL night. :( and then my sister had all the luck in finding the good houses so she got all this candy and won't share. Of course I've never let that stop me before. he he he. Okay well anywho. the only reason I'm on now is because I found out one of my best friends (West) (I have others too but that's besides the point) I found out that she just got messenging so I kinda kicked my dad off so I could talk to her...that was after my guitar string broke :( Yeah well I should prolly go and write. Oh I guess I never mentioned it but on Halloween I finished the first book...now we're just proof reading it. So hopefully before summer we'll have it to a publisher. Dang it West! okay gtg

-Falcon

Scholorships

Why are they so stressful? Actually I've barely looked at them...I probably should...considering I'm a Junior this year. I should probably look for a collage too...while I'm at it. GRRR I HATE BEING A JUNIOR!!!!! Another sucky thing...I'm sooooo close to being done with the story and now I basically have absolutly NO time to work on it! I'm so mad! All of this homework....AHHHH! Well I just listened to a funny song so I'm slightly better now but now the songs done. Wait what was this post about again? Oh yeah, grrr Yeah in case you havn't noticed I'm mad. Another sucky thing is that I have to work on Halloween. I have so many friends that are mad cause I can't go trick or treating with them. I know I know I'm really old to be trick or treating, but I have one more year to go before I REALLY shouldn't go anymore. I really wanted to go this year....considering this is like the last year I can dress in my dirndle...for those of you who don't know what that is it's a swiss dress. And it's awsome...when you can breathe. But anywho...who needs to breathe I know I don't but IDK about YOU. Well I need to finish this bio project that's due tomorrow. ANYONE KNOW ANYTHING ON THE PINTA DISEASE?!?!?! Okay I'm good. ttul

-Falcon